Herkesin hayat\u0131nda yan\u0131nda kendini \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131 hissetti\u011fi, iyi ki dedi\u011fi, bahsi ge\u00e7ince gururland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ki\u015fi olmu\u015ftur. Umar\u0131m olmu\u015ftur. Bu \u015fans\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f biri olarak s\u00f6yleyebilirim ki herkes bu duyguyu tatmal\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat al\u0131yor, sevdi\u011fin insan\u0131 vakti gelince senden ay\u0131r\u0131yor. Sen \u00f6ylece bakakal\u0131yorsun. \u201cSanki d\u00fcnyada \u00f6l\u00fcm yokmu\u015f da ilk defa o g\u00fcn yery\u00fcz\u00fcne inmi\u015f, onu alm\u0131\u015f ve gitmi\u015f\u201d gibi bakakal\u0131yorsun. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z her \u015fey o an bir an\u0131 oluyor. Evdeki dondurmalar\u0131 yemeyen az \u015f\u0131mar\u0131k o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocu\u011fa para verip hadi git istedi\u011fin dondurmay\u0131 al deyi\u015fi an\u0131 oluyor. Elin \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla bir daha kavga etti\u011finizi g\u00f6rmeyecem diyen muzip bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, parmak sallay\u0131\u015f\u0131 an\u0131 oluyor. Hal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n bile g\u00f6z\u00fcne \u00e7arp\u0131p eliyle toplay\u0131\u015f\u0131 an\u0131 oluyor. Bizi \u00e7ocukken \u00fc\u00e7 kere, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fckten sonra d\u00f6rt kere \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fc an\u0131 oluyor. Banyodan her \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda \u015fahadet kelimesini getirip ka\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fczelti\u015fi an\u0131 oluyor. Kafam\u0131z\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda balkonda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sima an\u0131 oluyor. Evlat cevizin kabu\u011fuysa torun cevizin i\u00e7idir deyi\u015fi an\u0131 oluyor. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z onca yaramazl\u0131\u011fa mahalledekilerin katlanmas\u0131, hele de Seyit day\u0131n\u0131n Kur\u2019an-\u0131 Kerim okumas\u0131n\u0131 sabote etmemize ses \u00e7\u0131karmamas\u0131 an\u0131 oluyor. An\u0131lar\u0131m sayesinde g\u00fczel oluyor. Kendimi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc hissedi\u015fim annem sayesinde, annem onun sayesinde.. Gururluyum saye\u2019sinde oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in. Mutluyum onun y\u0131llar\u0131na denk geldi\u011fim i\u00e7in. Asilli\u011fin hayat bulmu\u015f hali, hayat\u0131mdaki en de\u011ferli kad\u0131nlar\u0131 yeti\u015ftiren, soya\u011fac\u0131m\u0131n en g\u00fczel insan\u0131.. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hala burda, daim olsun \u015fu ana kadar hi\u00e7 yok olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat \u2018Hey! Burday\u0131m.\u2019 der gibi devam ettiriyor yoluna. Sen an\u0131larda ya\u015famaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorsun ve fark\u0131na var\u0131yorsun: Bir insan bir insan\u0131 hi\u00e7 mi k\u0131rmaz? Bir insan bir insan\u0131 hi\u00e7 mi k\u00f6t\u00fc hat\u0131rlamaz? Yemin ederim hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Resim: \u015eevval Melda BOZ<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Herkesin hayat\u0131nda yan\u0131nda kendini \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131 hissetti\u011fi, iyi ki dedi\u011fi, bahsi ge\u00e7ince gururland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ki\u015fi olmu\u015ftur. Umar\u0131m olmu\u015ftur. Bu \u015fans\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f biri olarak s\u00f6yleyebilirim ki herkes bu duyguyu tatmal\u0131. Ama.. Hayat al\u0131yor, sevdi\u011fin insan\u0131 vakti gelince senden ay\u0131r\u0131yor. Sen \u00f6ylece bakakal\u0131yorsun. \u201cSanki d\u00fcnyada \u00f6l\u00fcm yokmu\u015f da ilk defa o g\u00fcn yery\u00fcz\u00fcne inmi\u015f, onu alm\u0131\u015f ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":126,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-120","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sohbet"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2022-07-25-at-11.30.05-2-e1659122096254.jpeg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/120","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=120"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/120\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":122,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/120\/revisions\/122"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/126"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=120"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=120"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=120"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}