Vaftiz edilmeyi unutmu\u015fum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bunun alt\u0131nda h\u0131rpaland\u0131k\u00e7a h\u0131rpaland\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalbimin can \u00e7ekti\u011fini hissediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Efk\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tacak kimse yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u00e2lbuki t\u00fcm efk\u00e2rlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fclmesin diye ald\u0131m ben ald\u0131m insanlardan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hunharca \u015fiirin hecelerinde y\u00fcz\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beni sarmalayan tek \u015fiir kalm\u0131\u015fsa geriye…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6lmeliyim, \u00f6lmeliyim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yak\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra umutsuz k\u00fcllerimi savurun D\u00fcnya\u2019 ya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Paha bi\u00e7ilmez o k\u00fcllerden ka\u00e7may\u0131n sak\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Korkmay\u0131n benden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Siz de hak ediyorsunuz ey gaddar insanlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne zordur bilir misiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anlatmak, anlatamamak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendi evinde yedi\u011fin iki zeytini fazla yedin diye idama s\u00fcr\u00fckleyen birileri varsa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ancak susmaya mahk\u00fbm olursun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme bakmay\u0131n ey insanl\u0131k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7imde Kilimanjaro s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7i\u00e7ek bah\u00e7elerinde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kalk\u0131p ko\u015fmaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yoksa kalkmak bo\u015f bir \u00e7are mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sorular beynimi ele ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, koloni faaliyetleri ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben ise asimile olmaya can at\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki de kimli\u011fimi kaybetmek istiyorum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kay\u0131p bir \u00fclkede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edebiyat derslerine \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bilin\u00e7 ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na, i\u00e7 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmlemeye…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7al\u0131\u015fmamal\u0131yd\u0131m, s\u0131n\u0131fta kalmal\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zihnimde kevgir olsun istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Foto\u011fraf: Emine GED\u0130KL\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Vaftiz edilmeyi unutmu\u015fum. Bunun alt\u0131nda h\u0131rpaland\u0131k\u00e7a h\u0131rpaland\u0131m. Kalbimin can \u00e7ekti\u011fini hissediyorum. Efk\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tacak kimse yok. H\u00e2lbuki t\u00fcm efk\u00e2rlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fclmesin diye ald\u0131m ben ald\u0131m insanlardan. Hunharca \u015fiirin hecelerinde y\u00fcz\u00fcyorum. Beni sarmalayan tek \u015fiir kalm\u0131\u015fsa geriye… \u00d6lmeliyim, \u00f6lmeliyim… Yak\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra umutsuz k\u00fcllerimi savurun D\u00fcnya\u2019 ya. Paha bi\u00e7ilmez o k\u00fcllerden ka\u00e7may\u0131n sak\u0131n. Korkmay\u0131n benden. Siz de hak ediyorsunuz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":137,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/WhatsApp-Image-2022-07-29-at-22.39.12.jpeg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":138,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions\/138"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/137"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}