\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Siyah badem g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 koca ellerinde. Yava\u015f ve topuklar\u0131n\u0131 yere vurarak y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu baloncu. \u00dc\u00e7 ad\u0131mda bir kal\u0131n sesiyle \u201con lira\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. Bir eli yele\u011finin cebinde bir elinde onlarca balonuyla yaln\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fcrken ka\u015flar\u0131 hep \u00e7at\u0131kt\u0131. Yaln\u0131zca yan\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f \u00e7ocuk ko\u015fu\u015fturdu\u011funda g\u00f6zlerinin yan\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131r, yana\u011f\u0131ndaki derin gamzesi belirginle\u015firdi. \u00c7ocuklarla konu\u015furken sesi yumu\u015fard\u0131. Sigaradan sararm\u0131\u015f di\u015flerini g\u00f6stererek onlara g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi. Sert simas\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki yumu\u015fak mizac\u0131 ancak onlarla kendini belli ederdi. Elindeki balonlar azald\u0131k\u00e7a \u00e7ocuklar da azal\u0131yordu. \u0130\u015fte o zaman y\u00fcz\u00fcne karanl\u0131k bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcyordu. Her seferinde sokak aralar\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131p fakirli\u011fi y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki kir pastan belli olan bir \u00e7ocuk bulur son kalan balonu ona verirdi. \u00c7ocu\u011fun mutlulu\u011fu ona ertesi g\u00fcne kadar yeterdi. Ona verilen bu son sadakayla elleri ceplerinde kunduras\u0131n\u0131n topuklar\u0131n\u0131 yere vura vura evin yolunu tutard\u0131. Eve varmadan mahallenin bakkal\u0131na u\u011frar bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yo\u011furt, sucuk, yumurta vesaire al\u0131rd\u0131. Hesab\u0131 \u00f6derken dayanamay\u0131p bir de \u00e7ikolata eklerdi. H\u00fcz\u00fcnle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k buru\u015fuk bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme kaplard\u0131 surat\u0131n\u0131. Bakkalc\u0131yla ayak\u00fcst\u00fc hasbihalinden sonra eve daha h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla giderdi. Kap\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 kez vurur a\u00e7\u0131lana kadar kundurular\u0131n\u0131n tabanlar\u0131na basarak yar\u0131ya kadar \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131. Kap\u0131y\u0131 kambur e\u015fi a\u00e7ar i\u00e7eriye girer girmez yan odaya ko\u015fard\u0131. Biricik k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 cam kenar\u0131nda kuca\u011f\u0131nda kedisiyle oturmu\u015f bulurdu. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman k\u0131z\u0131 babas\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme atar kafas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fer kedisinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fard\u0131. Baloncu odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda dikilir bulutlu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kirpiklerini \u0131slat\u0131rd\u0131. Ama bu dalg\u0131n h\u00e2li hemencecik ge\u00e7er k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n dibine diz \u00e7\u00f6ker bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeye gerek duymadan \u00e7ikolatay\u0131 uzat\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ikolatay\u0131 al\u0131p \u00f6b\u00fcrlerinin yan\u0131na koyunca baloncu da tekerlekli sandalyenin arkas\u0131na ge\u00e7er \u201chaydi bakal\u0131m\u201d diyerek k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131. Saat fark etmezdi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n mutlulu\u011fu en karanl\u0131k geceyi bile ayd\u0131nlat\u0131rd\u0131. Baloncu yata\u011fa girdi\u011finde yine k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr onun y\u00fcr\u00fcme hayaliyle ci\u011feri kavrulurdu. Baz\u0131 geceler uyuyamaz mutfak cam\u0131nda ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda sigara duman\u0131n\u0131n h\u00fclyas\u0131yla sokakta k\u0131z\u0131yla dans etti\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Baz\u0131 geceler ise kalkar abdest al\u0131r, \u00fc\u00e7 odal\u0131 bu evde b\u00fct\u00fcn umutlar\u0131n\u0131 seccade ba\u015f\u0131nda yeniden ye\u015fertirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Siyah badem g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 koca ellerinde. Yava\u015f ve topuklar\u0131n\u0131 yere vurarak y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu baloncu. \u00dc\u00e7 ad\u0131mda bir kal\u0131n sesiyle \u201con lira\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. Bir eli yele\u011finin cebinde bir elinde onlarca balonuyla yaln\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fcrken ka\u015flar\u0131 hep \u00e7at\u0131kt\u0131. Yaln\u0131zca yan\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f \u00e7ocuk ko\u015fu\u015fturdu\u011funda g\u00f6zlerinin yan\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131r, yana\u011f\u0131ndaki derin gamzesi belirginle\u015firdi. \u00c7ocuklarla konu\u015furken sesi yumu\u015fard\u0131. Sigaradan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":170,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-169","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-oyku"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/BALONCU-HALIME-KOC.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/169","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=169"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/169\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":171,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/169\/revisions\/171"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/170"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}