Anlad\u0131m ki \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in annenin \u00f6lmesi gerekmiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir yang\u0131n ki i\u00e7imde k\u00f6ze d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f asla s\u00f6nm\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki g\u00fcne\u015f besliyor i\u00e7imdeki ate\u015fi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mutlu olmam benim i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendimi huzurlu hissetmek bana de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc beklemek de bir s\u0131navm\u0131\u015f, onu anlat\u0131yor biri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ellerim b\u00fcy\u00fcyor, ayaklar\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcyor, akl\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir b\u00f6cek gibiyim sokakta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum, zemin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dizlerim a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekiyor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ad\u0131mlar\u0131m kald\u0131r\u0131mlara kayboluyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir kar\u0131ncan\u0131n eli dola\u015f\u0131yor s\u0131rt\u0131mda sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir ses duyuyorum, \u00fczerime y\u00fcr\u00fcyor adeta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum y\u00fcz\u00fcme bo\u015fluk \u00e7arp\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tabirinden ka\u00e7\u0131yor r\u00fcyalar\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 karanl\u0131k, gece sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hani benim \u015fahidim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hani bar\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hani babam?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011fraf: Dilber SANCAK<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Anlad\u0131m ki \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in annenin \u00f6lmesi gerekmiyor. Bir yang\u0131n ki i\u00e7imde k\u00f6ze d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f asla s\u00f6nm\u00fcyor. Sanki g\u00fcne\u015f besliyor i\u00e7imdeki ate\u015fi. Mutlu olmam benim i\u00e7in de\u011fil. Kendimi huzurlu hissetmek bana de\u011fil. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc beklemek de bir s\u0131navm\u0131\u015f, onu anlat\u0131yor biri. Ellerim b\u00fcy\u00fcyor, ayaklar\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcyor, akl\u0131m?! Bir b\u00f6cek gibiyim sokakta. Y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum, zemin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyor, Dizlerim a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekiyor, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":232,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-231","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/dilber-sancak-yuklerimin-usutne-oturdum.png","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/231","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=231"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/231\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":233,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/231\/revisions\/233"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/232"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}