Melda, evi bo\u015faltmak i\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendini bunun i\u00e7in haz\u0131r hissetmiyordu. Ancak telefondaki ses \u201cE\u011fer gelmezseniz evi sat\u0131nca mobilyalarla birlikte annenizin ki\u015fisel e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 da ataca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d deyince gitmek zorunda hissetti. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir \u00f6fke an\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde yuva vasf\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f; bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131na sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f han\u0131meli kurumu\u015f, g\u00fcllerin g\u00f6vdesi k\u00fct\u00fc\u011fe d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, her yan\u0131 yabani otlar b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Demek ki annem t\u00fcm silikli\u011fine ra\u011fmen eve hayat verenmi\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bah\u00e7eye girdi\u011finde \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu havuzun kenar\u0131nda oynamaya kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden devam ederken buldu. Karde\u015fi dut a\u011fac\u0131na kurulmu\u015f sal\u0131ncakta sallan\u0131yor, babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u011flama melodisine e\u015flik eden annesinin sesi geliyor. \u201cSal\u0131na da sal\u0131na da gel, haydi yavrum d\u00f6n dola\u015f yine bana gel\u2026\u201d Panjurlar\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f pencereden dantel t\u00fcl d\u0131\u015far\u0131 do\u011fru u\u00e7u\u015fuyor. S\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 dayama iste\u011fi hissetti. Hay\u0131r, hay\u0131r kendini salmayacakt\u0131. Y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7inde bileyerek keskinle\u015ftirdi\u011fi \u00f6fkesi \u00f6ylece da\u011f\u0131lamazd\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Merdivenleri bir solukta \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p zile bast\u0131. \u0130\u015fleri hemen halledip buradan gitmek istiyordu. Esma Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n i\u00e7eriden gelen \u201c\u015eimdi a\u00e7\u0131yorum!\u201d c\u00fcmlesinden sonra kap\u0131ya ula\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 beklemek ona \u00e7ok uzun geldi. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir an ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemedi. \u201cAaa Melda. Buyur k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBirka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce avukat arad\u0131 da.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cEvet, haberim var. Karde\u015fin yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in vekalet vermi\u015f. Ama e\u015fyalarla ilgilenmiyor. \u2018\u0130kinci ele verin, veremediklerinizi at\u0131n.\u2019 dedi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201c\u0130lgilenmiyor? Evi satmakla ilgileniyor ama.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cOras\u0131n\u0131 bilemem. Nas\u0131l yapal\u0131m? Nelere bakmak, hangilerini almak istersin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBuradan ev e\u015fyas\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek de\u011filim. Ki\u015fisel e\u015fyalar\u0131n at\u0131lmas\u0131na g\u00f6nl\u00fcm raz\u0131 gelmedi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cSen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken de b\u00f6yle hisli ve naiftin.\u201d derken sesi titredi Esma Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n ikinci kata annesinin odas\u0131na y\u00f6neldi. Girdi\u011finde perdeleri kapal\u0131 pencereyi a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eri dolan g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 odan\u0131n tozunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne. Eski emektarlar\u0131, ceviz karyolan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki kanavi\u00e7e i\u015fli sak\u0131z beyaz\u0131 yatak \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc kald\u0131rarak sedef kakma bir sand\u0131k \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Ona do\u011fru uzatt\u0131. Kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki sand\u0131kla birlikte odadaki dinlenme koltu\u011funa ili\u015fti. Kapa\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7inde bir deflerle birlikte \u00e7e\u015fitli foto\u011fraflar oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Rast gele bir foto\u011fraf ald\u0131. Elindeki bayram foto\u011fraf\u0131nda annesi her zamanki gibi babas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda k\u0131sa g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in dizlerini b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Zaten ya dizlerini b\u00fcker ya ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 omzuna yaslar \u015fekilde poz verirdi. Hep b\u00f6yleydi annesi. Kocas\u0131ndan daha iyi ba\u011flama \u00e7alard\u0131 ama onun yan\u0131nda eline almazd\u0131. \u00c7ok g\u00fczel bir sesi vard\u0131 ama hep al\u00e7ak sesle e\u015flik ederdi. Sanki fark edilecek diye akl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Defteri eline ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Esma Han\u0131m \u201cAnneniz olur da gelirseniz okuman\u0131z i\u00e7in baz\u0131 sayfalar\u0131 i\u015faretledi\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Bana d\u00fc\u015fmez ama baksan\u0131z iyi edersiniz.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Melda kenar\u0131 k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kalemle i\u015faretleni\u015f ilk sayfay\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. \u201cArif bug\u00fcn \u2018Evi Melih\u2019in \u00fczerine yapaca\u011f\u0131m<\/em>.<\/em>\u2019 dedi. \u2018Melda ne olacak?\u2019 diye soracak oldum. \u2018Soyumuzu devam ettirecek tek erkek evlad\u0131m var. Mallar\u0131m\u0131z b\u00f6l\u00fcns\u00fcn de el-alemin ne oldu\u011fu bilinmez herifleri mi yesin<\/em>?’<\/em> dedi. \u2018Melda\u2019m i\u00e7lidir. G\u00f6n\u00fcl koyar,\u2019 dediysem de dinletemedim…\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Annesinin onu korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtt\u0131 onu. Sayfalar\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cMelda evi terk etti. Babas\u0131yla tart\u0131\u015f\u0131rken \u2018Senin benim mal\u0131mda m\u00fclk\u00fcmde g\u00f6z\u00fcm oldu\u011funu bilmiyordum<\/em>.<\/em>\u2019 demesini kald\u0131ramad\u0131. Kan\u0131 \u00e7ekildi resmen. Her \u015feyiniz sizin olsun diyerek \u00e7ekti kap\u0131y\u0131. Allah\u2019tan Melih\u2019in arkas\u0131ndan \u2018Beni k\u0131skan\u0131yorsun de\u011fil mi?\u2019 dedi\u011fini duymad\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Demek karde\u015finin de evi ona b\u0131rakmalar\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAhmet Bey\u2019i arad\u0131m. Ofisinde i\u015f vermesi i\u00e7in Melda\u2019ya teklifte bulunmas\u0131n\u0131 rica ettim. Kirac\u0131 olarak bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin sahibiyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6deyebilece\u011fi miktar\u0131 kabul etmesini \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc tamamlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. Kimsenin haberi olmamas\u0131 konusunda anla\u015ft\u0131m. \u00dczeyir\u2019i onu koruyup kollamas\u0131 i\u00e7in g\u00f6revlendirdim. Arif ve Melih\u2019in bundan haberi olmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u0131k\u0131ca tembihledim\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Her \u015feyi kendi ba\u015fard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131rken annesinin gizli deste\u011fiyle y\u00fczle\u015fmek zorunda kald\u0131. Elindekilerin kendi ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131 olmas\u0131ndan m\u00fctevellit gururu sars\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cArif\u2019i kaybettik. Melda mezarl\u0131kta uzaktan kat\u0131ld\u0131 cenazeye. Oysa yan\u0131nda olup elini tutabilmeyi ne \u00e7ok isterdim. Avukat, Melih\u2019le bana vasiyeti okudu. Arif evin Melih\u2019e verilmesi i\u00e7in \u00f6lene kadar evde ya\u015famam \u015ferhini d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f. Melih \u2018Yani annem \u00f6lmeden evi satamam do\u011fru mu anlad\u0131m?\u2019 diye sorunca mideme yumruk yemi\u015f gibi oldum\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ne olmu\u015ftu ayn\u0131 evde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc karde\u015fine. Nas\u0131l b\u00f6yle g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f hareket edebiliyordu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cKocam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra o\u011flum bir iki defa geldi bir daha gelmedi. Melda\u2019m\u0131n k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7memi\u015f olacak ki aray\u0131p sormuyor. Ah Arif Bey! Ah! Yapayaln\u0131z kald\u0131m bu koca evde. Esma<\/em> <\/em>da olmasa dertle\u015fecek kimsem yok. Bir o kald\u0131 eski g\u00fcnlerden yadig\u00e2r\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Annesinin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fini burktu. G\u00f6zleri nemlenmi\u015fti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cMelih geldi bug\u00fcn. Yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131na yerle\u015fecekmi\u015f. Orada ya\u015fayacakm\u0131\u015f. Ona ihtiya\u00e7 da pek yokmu\u015f. M\u00fcd\u00fcr, muhasebeci, avukat bal gibi d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f i\u015fleri\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201c\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Melda saatler sonra g\u00fcnl\u00fckten ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p \u201cAnnemin benim i\u00e7in yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 biliyordun de\u011fil mi?\u201d diye sordu\u011funda Esma Han\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fmekle yetindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nas\u0131l olmu\u015ftu bu? Silik bir tip oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc annesi ona hissettirmeden hayat\u0131na y\u00f6n vermi\u015fti. Okudu\u011fu ger\u00e7eklerden sonra annesinin hat\u0131ras\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131kmaya karar verdi. Cep telefonunu ald\u0131 avukat\u0131n\u0131n numaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. Sat\u0131\u015fa itiraz edece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Defterle ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fczle\u015fme bir hesapla\u015fmaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n –<\/p>\n\n\n\n Foto\u011fraf: Dilber SANCAK<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Melda, evi bo\u015faltmak i\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendini bunun i\u00e7in haz\u0131r hissetmiyordu. Ancak telefondaki ses \u201cE\u011fer gelmezseniz evi sat\u0131nca mobilyalarla birlikte annenizin ki\u015fisel e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 da ataca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d deyince gitmek zorunda hissetti. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir \u00f6fke an\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde yuva vasf\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f; bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131na sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f han\u0131meli kurumu\u015f, g\u00fcllerin g\u00f6vdesi k\u00fct\u00fc\u011fe d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, her yan\u0131 yabani otlar b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. 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