ben \u00f6yle belledim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ki ya\u011fsam inerdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y\u00fcreklere bir darg\u0131nl\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ziyadesinde bir esenli\u011fin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ziyadesinde bir foto\u011fraf\u0131n arka y\u00fcz\u00fcnde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
yaz\u0131l\u0131 nottan kalma<\/p>\n\n\n\n
okulda kalmakta ustala\u015fm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir da\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ezberlemekten aciz varl\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n
gider de sokulurdu bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin koynuna bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
da\u011f\u0131n ete\u011finde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
makro boyutlar\u0131 g\u00f6rme hevesinde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
mikro alemlerde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr gider de bir \u015fey olur belki<\/p>\n\n\n\n
belki g\u00fcn do\u011far diyerekten<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sokaklar\u0131 sekerekten ge\u00e7erdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kad\u0131nlar\u0131n ruhlar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
emanet edilirdi s\u00fcsenlere<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir ince dertten topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fenlere<\/p>\n\n\n\n
verilirdi ruhum emaneten<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ben yine gider o \u00e2leme s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcr idim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sesim da\u011flar\u0131 delemez bilirdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sesim, bir emaneti y\u00fcklenir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sesleri getirirdi bana<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ben yine bir <\/p>\n\n\n\n
yaban g\u00fcl\u00fcne niyetlenirdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir a\u011fa\u00e7 ekerim san\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ba\u011fr\u0131nda filiz ye\u015fillenir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kendi kurak topraklar\u0131m\u0131 ge\u00e7tim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
n\u00fcfusa, notere ge\u00e7tim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir ba\u011fra vurur san\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir filizin toprak y\u0131rtan ac\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir anne olu\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
yahut<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir yeniden do\u011fu\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–<\/p>\n\n\n\n
gelirdi a\u011fz\u0131ma nice s\u00f6zler<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sana arap s\u00fcmb\u00fcl\u00fcnden<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bahsetmek isterdim misal<\/p>\n\n\n\n
buna da\u011f s\u00fcmb\u00fcl\u00fc de derler derdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sen hep benim bah\u00e7emde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
neler yeti\u015fir merak ederdin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bilirdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ama ben bah\u00e7emdeki goncay\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
merak\u0131nla b\u00fcy\u00fctmedim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
e\u011fer ki sevebilseydin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
g\u00f6rmeden bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi kokusundan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kokuyu takip edebilseydin yahut<\/p>\n\n\n\n
belki g\u00f6zlerin daha g\u00fczel<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bakard\u0131 bir ayn\u0131sefaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
belki b\u00fclb\u00fcller ba\u015fkaca \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00a0g\u00fcllerle bir san\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011fraf: Muhammet Emin SA\u011eIR<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
ben \u00f6yle belledim ki ya\u011fsam inerdi y\u00fcreklere bir darg\u0131nl\u0131k ziyadesinde bir esenli\u011fin – ziyadesinde bir foto\u011fraf\u0131n arka y\u00fcz\u00fcnde yaz\u0131l\u0131 nottan kalma okulda kalmakta ustala\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir da\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ezberlemekten aciz varl\u0131k gider de sokulurdu bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin koynuna bir da\u011f\u0131n ete\u011finde makro boyutlar\u0131 g\u00f6rme hevesinde mikro alemlerde s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr gider de bir \u015fey olur belki belki g\u00fcn do\u011far […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":247,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/emin-sagir-yagmur-limon-ve-nar.png","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=246"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":248,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions\/248"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/247"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}