{"id":257,"date":"2022-11-01T18:18:27","date_gmt":"2022-11-01T15:18:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/?p=257"},"modified":"2022-11-01T18:57:40","modified_gmt":"2022-11-01T15:57:40","slug":"sogudun-yuzu-mudessir-ogur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/2022\/11\/01\/sogudun-yuzu-mudessir-ogur\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u00d6\u011e\u00dcD\u00dcN Y\u00dcZ\u00dc &#8211; M\u00fcddesir O\u011eUR"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Her kalbin bir kad\u0131n\u0131, erke\u011fi var. \u0130klimi, topra\u011f\u0131, suyu ve havas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eark\u0131s\u0131, dili. Kalbin Dili. \u00dczerinde yapra\u011f\u0131. \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde beyaz kefenin \u00fczerinde \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 olan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her evin solgun bir masas\u0131, yorgun bir babas\u0131. Ya da bireyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ok erken \u00f6len ve annesi \u00e7ok ya\u015fayan. Yar\u0131 otomatik mutlu olan bir kad\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fiyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lazca \u00f6\u011frendim. T\u00fcrk\u00e7eyi yazmay\u0131. Zaza\u2019ca \u015fiir yazmas\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Babam \u00f6lmeden bir \u00f6nce g\u00fcld\u00fc. Ve dedi ki \u201csizi a\u011fa\u00e7 g\u00f6rmeyen apartman evlere s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve a\u011fa\u00e7lara z\u00fcl etti\u011fim i\u00e7in beni helal edin, helak olmayay\u0131m \u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bize g\u00f6re a\u011fa\u00e7lar daha \u00e7ok yontulmu\u015ftu, bizden. Bu unutulmu\u015f bir su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6vdesini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, g\u00f6lgesine uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z a\u011fa\u00e7lar da kendini seviyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gittik\u00e7e \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz. \u0130nsanlar a\u011f\u0131r geldi, hayvanlara ve a\u011fa\u00e7lara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnne!\u201d dedim, \u201cMevsimler ne \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBaban erken \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7indir.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011fac\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ge\u00e7ti, ard\u0131ndan Alev\u00ee olmay\u0131 \u00e7ok isteyen baz\u0131 insanlar. Yapraklar\u0131 seyrelen s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct a\u011fac\u0131 \u00f6nce annelere g\u00f6z k\u0131rpt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6\u011f\u00fcd\u00fcn yapra\u011f\u0131 dedi ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sen K\u0131z\u0131lderili misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYok.\u201d dedim. Kahverengiliyim. G\u00f6zlerim kahverengi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00cazidiler, K\u0131z\u0131lderili olmaz. Dedim. \u00dcrperiyorum, s\u00f6\u011f\u00fcd\u00fcn se\u00e7ti\u011fi sa\u00e7lar\u0131 kesen ve y\u00fcz\u00fcnden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ani bir sesle irkiliyorum. Mahallenin imam\u0131 avaz\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar \u201c\u00c2leyke ya Res\u00fclullah\u201d diyor. Ard\u0131n\u0131 mavi kanatl\u0131 kelebekler getiriyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vdesi al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. \u0130mam salas\u0131n\u0131 okudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Foto\u011fraf: Muhammet Emin SA\u011eIR<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her kalbin bir kad\u0131n\u0131, erke\u011fi var. \u0130klimi, topra\u011f\u0131, suyu ve havas\u0131. \u015eark\u0131s\u0131, dili. Kalbin Dili. \u00dczerinde yapra\u011f\u0131. \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde beyaz kefenin \u00fczerinde \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 olan. Her evin solgun bir masas\u0131, yorgun bir babas\u0131. Ya da bireyi. Ben k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ok erken \u00f6len ve annesi \u00e7ok ya\u015fayan. Yar\u0131 otomatik mutlu olan bir kad\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fiyim. Lazca \u00f6\u011frendim. T\u00fcrk\u00e7eyi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":258,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-257","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/SOGUDUN-YUZU-MUHAMMET-EMIN-SAGIR.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/257","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=257"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/257\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":279,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/257\/revisions\/279"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/258"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=257"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=257"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=257"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}