Mevsim sonbahar ve dipte kalm\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmurlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyor bulutlar. Do\u011fa beyaz gelinli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc b\u00fcr\u00fcnecek. Ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f son leylek s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc de g\u00f6\u00e7 yolunda. Gel Ohanna…Yakal\u0131m an\u0131lar\u0131 \u0131s\u0131nmak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asl\u0131nda hayat, \u00e7ok uzun g\u00f6r\u00fcnen k\u0131sa bir yolculuktur Ohanna… Kederli g\u00fcnler bir hastan\u0131n geceleri kadar uzun, mutluluk ise sevdal\u0131\u011f\u0131n duda\u011f\u0131na kondurulan bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kadar k\u0131sad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dallar\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcne dokunacak kadar yak\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnse de bir masal kadar uza\u011f\u0131m varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan. Sevda zor i\u015f Ohanna… Ula\u015f\u0131lmaz, eri\u015filmez dallara konar. Ya erken do\u011fmu\u015f olursun ya da ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r bahar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nefes alabilece\u011fi bir tenhaya gitmek istiyor ruhum Ohanna… Havas\u0131zl\u0131ktan de\u011fil, ‘insans\u0131zl\u0131ktan’ nefes alam\u0131yorum; anl\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz Ohanna… Milyonlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde kimsesiz, garip bir hal ald\u0131k. Yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan, anla\u015f\u0131lmamaktan, \u00e7aresizlikten. Koca d\u00fcnya bir mahzen gibi geliyor ince ruhlu insanlara. Hislerimiz \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyor, ruhumuz \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyorum Ohanna… Koca bir hapishane gibi buras\u0131. Her yer beton her yer karanl\u0131k. Duvar diplerinde kendilerine yol yapan kar\u0131ncalar \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa. Ate\u015f b\u00f6cekleri, ku\u015f sesleri, a\u011fa\u00e7 g\u00f6lgeleri yok art\u0131k. Her yerde karga\u015fa var. \u0130nsanlar \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. T\u00fckeniyorum Ohanna… \u00d6l\u00fcyorum!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yalan olan d\u00fcnya m\u0131yd\u0131 yoksa insanlar m\u0131? Bilemeden ak\u0131p ge\u00e7tik bir zamandan. Gelece\u011fin masallar\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131z Ohanna, soluk y\u00fczl\u00fc bir kitab\u0131n sayfalar\u0131nda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asl\u0131nda hepsi o kadar fakirdi ki Ohanna; paralar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015feyleri yoktu. Zenginli\u011fi sadece para sahibi olmak san\u0131yordu zavall\u0131lar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonbahar geldi Ohanna… Yine yollarday\u0131m, yine gurbette, yine sessizlikte… \u0130\u00e7im mevsimlere s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131m kadar elem dolu. Bir bilinmezlik \u00fclkesinde kayboldum yine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bilmiyorum Ohanna… Eskiden biz mi g\u00fczeldik, \u015fimdi eskiler mi g\u00fczel? \u00c7\u00f6zemedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nefes alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerlerde bulacaks\u0131n kendini bazen. Ve gariptir ki orada mutlu oldu\u011funu hissedeceksin. K\u0131sad\u0131r mutluluklar Ohanna… Nefesini tutabildi\u011fin kadar k\u0131sa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Karanl\u0131k ve f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir gecenin ard\u0131ndan bulutlar\u0131 yar\u0131p s\u0131cak y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6steren g\u00fcne\u015fe selam g\u00f6nderelim Ohanna…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
–<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011fraf: Dilber SANCAK<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Mevsim sonbahar ve dipte kalm\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmurlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyor bulutlar. Do\u011fa beyaz gelinli\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc b\u00fcr\u00fcnecek. Ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f son leylek s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc de g\u00f6\u00e7 yolunda. Gel Ohanna…Yakal\u0131m an\u0131lar\u0131 \u0131s\u0131nmak i\u00e7in. Asl\u0131nda hayat, \u00e7ok uzun g\u00f6r\u00fcnen k\u0131sa bir yolculuktur Ohanna… Kederli g\u00fcnler bir hastan\u0131n geceleri kadar uzun, mutluluk ise sevdal\u0131\u011f\u0131n duda\u011f\u0131na kondurulan bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kadar k\u0131sad\u0131r. Dallar\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcne dokunacak kadar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-270","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deneme"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/OHANNAYA-2-DILBER-SANCAK.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/270","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=270"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/270\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":271,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/270\/revisions\/271"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=270"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=270"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tahtafikiredebiyat.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=270"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}